my start

I was started in september 10th of 1980.I was born to two teens who thought partying and being drunk was very important.My mother was a hard worker regardless of the lifestyle she led.I cant remeber but a few times that we actually had time together.My father was a drunk he worked as a rough neck in the oil field.He also hunted all the time so we never went hungry.lol.I also have a brother he is a year older than me and my mothers baby.We were very poor,I remember times that I was picked on as a child because I had to wear my brothers old shoes and once even wore my fathers sox,maybe had my parents not placed so much of theyre joy in drinking I could have had a new pair of shoes.This blog is a way for me to release my anger,resentment,and move forward in a more happy life.My hope is that someone who shares a similar background as I have will see it and know they are not alone.I truely believe that I can make a difference with a short story.So I am going to write my story in a series of short stories,and eventually come to the present were I might actually journal my thoughts day to day.